Hey, everyone! I’m Angela Oddling. Welcome to the second episode of Pixel Log Podcast, a series where I document and reflect on my personal experiences with the games I play.

Thank you to everyone who liked, shared, and reached out to me about the first Pixel Log episode. I very much enjoyed creating it, and I’m excited to continue on this new journey. If you have suggestions for games you think I’d enjoy, or that you’d like to see featured on the podcast, please let me know in the comments.

In this episode, I’ll focus on one of my very favorite games, Mutazione, a unique adventure game that can best be described as a magical, mutant small-town soap opera.

As a disclaimer before getting started, this episode will contain some spoilers for the game. I highly encourage anyone listening to experience Mutazione first-hand by playing it, and sharing your thoughts about it in the comments, if you’d like. This episode also touches on sensitive topics like death, loss, and grief. Please listen with care.

I discovered Mutazione sometime between 2020-2021, when I was living alone during the pandemic. At the time, I worked in a warehouse that wasn’t required to close during lockdown, and life became a monotonous and lonely cycle of waking up, taking the train to work, and returning home to my two bad cats, Daisy and Luke.

I spent many nights in my tiny, attic apartment, snuggled up on the couch while I scoured the Nintendo Store for games that would cure my ailments. Scrolling through the discounted games section became a nightly ritual. And on one particularly breezy night, with my balcony doors open letting in the sweet summer air, I found a game that ended up bringing me the same type of comfort.

Mutazione’s lush, illustrious style caught my attention right away. It’s world, crafted from simple, anomalous shapes painted with rich, tropical hues, is deeply immersive and believable despite its simplicity.

The player assumes the role of 15-year-old Kai as she prepares to embark on a journey to visit her estranged grandfather, Nonno, after receiving a letter from an old family-friend, warning Kai and her mother that he is dying. Before Kai’s departure, we experience a conversation with her mother Gaia, bidding her farewell and running through a list of Kai’s responsibilities that she’ll need to take on while Kai is away.

Early on, we’re introduced to Kai and Gaia’s mother-daughter dynamic. A dynamic many of us eldest siblings experience, being assigned the caretaker role for an emotionally unavailable or immature parent, who is too busy grappling with their own unresolved issues to realize they’ve forced their child into adulthood.

“I love you,” Gaia says, before Kai steps onto the boat which will soon take her far, far away - but not before thanking her for being such a big help. And while I’m positive Gaia loves her daughter, and that the responsibilities that fall on Kai do so out of necessity, I can’t help but to think how Kai perceives that love, as Gaia sends her off to a foreign land in her place, burdened with a task that should be her own.

I’ve always romanticized life on the sea. There’s something about the idea of making a rough-hewn boat into a home, nourishing my body with the daily catch, and living the rest of my days, sailing dock to dock, as an old salty dog. Maybe that’s another reason for how much I love this game. There is something freeing about finding comfort in otherwise uncomfortable places.

Kai’s boat is captained by the game’s own salty dog, Graubert, whose job is normally to import goods from the suburban mainlands to Mutazione.

The interactions between Kai and Graubert are tense. Graub’s gruff and forward personality would make any lone passenger uneasy, but his warnings of mutants and monsters especially rub Kai the wrong way. The game gives us dialogue options while conversing with Graub, allowing us a bit of control over Kai’s personality - avoidant but curious - or deflective and angsty. But either way, full of uncertainty, as her destination approaches.

Kai watches the sky turn from day to dusk from the deck, cueing the theme song to play, and deepening my desire to hop on a boat of my own, leaving behind my life in this town for a new on on the sea. The entirety of Mutazione’s soundtrack, composed by Alessandro Coronas, is mysteriously beautiful. But there is something extra special about the theme, with its soothing, romantic vocals and mellow surf-rock riffs, that makes me wistful. For what, I’m not quite sure.

The boat pushes through thick fog. Fallen skyscrapers and the rubble of a past civilization line the island, which is ripe with decay and green with moss. Eighty years prior, the formerly bustling city was struck by a catastrophic comet, Moon Dragon, leaving only remnants of its existence. The area, now known as Mutazione, is home to a community of highly mutated humanoids, flora, and fauna. And in previous years, it had been a research hotspot for scientists and academics studying the impacts of Moon Dragon, particularly the mutations of the people living there.

Kai arrives in Mutazione. Tree roots, thick with lichen and as tall as buildings, are woven throughout its core. Wooden shacks, caverns, and ruins from the old city provide homes and workplaces. I take my time looking at each weathered structure and each worn, wooden path half hidden by dirt. It’s nostalgic, and reminiscent of walking through the industrial sector of my neighborhood after work, back to my first apartment which was a repurposed loft atop an alleyway garage. It reminds me that hardship and home often closely coexist.

Mutazione’s village is central to The Papu Tree, an essential tree that offers protection to the land’s inhabitants and hosts The Great Fung, a powerful fungus in which Mutazione’s ecosystem relies on, within its roots. But since falling ill, Kai’s grandfather and Mutazione’s shaman, Nonno, has been unable to maintain the island’s balances. As a result, the tree has begun to die.

In the game, these balances are maintained by gardens. Each garden represents a mood: Pacific, Melancholia, Harsh, Wanderlust, Euphoria, Otherworldly, and Spooky - and creates its own magical sound based on the seeds sowed by the gardener. As we explore Mutazione, learn its history, and become rooted in its community, we tend to each garden. As the seeds grow, the music returns, and reclaims balance on the island.

While I enjoy the relaxing gardening mechanism and unique lore, I am most captivated by the game’s rich cast of characters, and the interconnectedness of their small-town lives, intentional or not.

Nonno, originally traveling to Mutazione for scientific research, inherited the role as shaman, estranging himself from his wife and daughter.

Under Nonno’s shamanic mentorship, Yoké’s son and Miu’s husband, RD, murders their children after recklessly harvesting the Great Fung’s power.

Unable to handle Tung’s behavioral issues as a young child, Tung’s father, Grom, abandons his family, leaving both his wife, Claire, and the young Tung to grapple with the guilt.

Ailin becomes pregnant with Tung’s baby while convincing her lover, Graubert, the baby is his, and all the while confiding in Claire about the pregnancy and her relationship with Graub.

Kai develops feelings for Miu. Spike develops feelings for Claire.

The characters are messy. The island is shrouded in loss and guilt. But even still, they live on.

The community helps raise Ailin and Tung’s baby, even when the truth is revealed.

Tung repairs a boat left behind by his father until it’s ready to sail.

Miu makes music.

Yoké and Nonno meet in town to play chess together.

Ailin helps Claire prepare for a date with Spike after he confesses his feelings for her.

Gaia returns to the island to reckon with her past.

I often need a reminder that it’s okay to be human. I return to Mutazione time and time again because just like its inhabitants, I am messy.

I say and do things I regret. I lose friendships. I break promises. I make the wrong decisions. Most of the time I have no idea what I’m doing or where I’m going.

I live honestly when I can. I do my best when I can. But sometimes I don’t. Sometimes I just fuck up.

And Mutazione reminds me that’s okay.

I am an integral part of a community of imperfect creatures. When someone else is full of hate, I am full of love. Someone rests while someone else is hard at work. A promise is broken, and another is fulfilled.

We tend to some gardens. We let others die. We keep things in balance. And so we live on.

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Mutazione was developed by Die Gute Fabrik and published by Akupara Games.

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